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𝓁𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓉𝒽 ([personal profile] sathan) wrote2029-05-10 06:59 am

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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-21 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ They're both breathing a bit quicker β€” due to the surprise of it, she'd wager, and not necessarily anything having to do with their increased proximity now, although neither of them has shifted to withdraw from one another, the towering shelves on either side of them casting long shadows across the space they've accidentally fallen into.

It offers the illusion of privacy, if not the actual remoteness itself, and as the other woman's face tilts up to hers Vanessa finds herself nearly holding her own breath, as if anticipating the potential of a moment she can't entirely conjure in her mind's eye β€” but the hand on Mary's arm gently slides across its length, up over the curve of her shoulder. ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-21 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's a kiss that harkens back to their first one β€” but that can't be, can it, because that kiss was the product of a dream and nothing in her own reality, and yet Mary's lips are seeking hers the same way, a soft brush of mouths that draws a quiet inhale from Vanessa herself before she responds.

Her fingers slide into the thick mass of dark hair, a lightly curved grip that doesn't maneuver or manipulate, merely seizing advantage of the opportunity to touch while her lips part slowly, deepening the kiss to fit their mouths together for a slow, growing rhythm. ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-22 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She feels rather short of breath herself, whether a result of being more near to this woman than she would have anticipated or the more confined space they find themselves in between the towering bookshelves, but it isn't stopping her from returning the kiss with equal fervor and attention, almost seeming to forget entirely where they are and the possibility of interruption at any moment.

The flush of warmth beneath the folds of her dress is only more intense when she recalls a kiss like this one and what it had soon led to β€” and she voices the softest of sounds into the kiss itself when Mary presses even closer to her, the softness of her body more palpably felt even through the fabrics of their clothing. ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-23 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And in that instant, they're drawing apart from one another, Vanessa's gaze snapping upward to the man who stands at the end of the aisle observing them β€” seemingly not with any distaste over what they're doing, but closer to annoyance that they're blocking his intended path to the books he's interested in β€” and after a moment, she lowers her head to discretely trail her fingers across her mouth, as if trying to preserve the heat that still lingers there. ]

We should go.

[ It's not that she desires to stop, but this doesn't exactly appear to be the best place for engaging in anything more; her voice is hushed when she finally meets the other woman's gaze. ]

Do you still want to come back with me?
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-25 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, of course.

[ She does have the sense to look at least slightly flustered by the interruption, visible color in her cheeks that may not have been present before their brief interlude, and for lack of anything to do with her hands, gently smooths them over the skirt of her dress before indicating the front of the shop with a nod of her head.

She's achieved some more composure by the time they reach the front counter, and while she doesn't often prefer to employ Dorian's name to secure her purchases, in this instance she does, mentioning her dominant specifically in order for the transaction to proceed without a hitch.

But once they've left the shop and step out onto the street, she presses the bag containing the book into Mary's hands. ]


I believe this belongs to you.
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-26 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She very nearly doesn't picture the home here but somewhere else, somewhere her mind had first seemed to conjure the image of Mary within those walls β€” but then she thinks better of it, and her thoughts drift to the residence she now keeps with Dorian, with its winding staircases and expansive rooms, though the one she imagines first in her mind is her own, dark walls and heavy curtains, a small vanity situated next to the door and a settee chair at the foot of the bed.

There's a sensation almost akin to being pulled within herself, slightly dizzying, and Vanessa throws out a hand to brace herself before realizing the air around them has changed, perfumed by the flowers she keeps fresh in the room on occasion β€” they're there somehow, even though she hasn't so much as taken a single step.

Slowly, she glances around with no shortage of surprise, her hand still grasping onto Mary's as her gaze sweeps over the familiar environment. ]


How did you do this?
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-29 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's not so much the general how she intended to ask but the specifics of it, what power Mary had specifically called on to achieve this, and the display of it is overwhelming to say the least, prompting Vanessa to finally lower herself onto the settee in an attempt to catch her breath. ]

I felt you there.

[ Inside her somehow, though only for a moment, like a brief nudge against her awareness before retreating, though she thinks she can almost perceive the phantom sensation, a caress more intimate than anything on the physical plane. ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-07-31 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A feeling.

[ Something known before she'd even fully harbored it herself, given it more life in her thoughts; she doesn't withdraw from the other woman, but there is a wariness in her expression, a caution, perhaps even a little awe, as she studies her, as if she'd been unaware of the scope of that power until this very moment. ]

And can you read my mind?

[ Has she seen the thoughts that travel through her consciousness? Remembered dreams from a previous night, with promises made and pleasure given? ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-08-05 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I see.

[ It's a small comfort nevertheless, to know that her secrets are still somewhat her own, that the dream she'd harbored in which old and new memories had converged to leave her breathless upon waking in this very room remains undisclosed between them.

She's still a bit disoriented, but that feeling is slowly beginning to pass. ]


I've really never met anyone quite like you, Ms. Wardwell.
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-08-12 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I know you may not always have been received well. Nor have I, in many instances.

[ Because of the power they have inherent to them only, power that frightens those who do not truly know how to understand it. There are moments Vanessa does not fully grasp it herself, although she is learning to evolve to an idea of acceptance.

She nods once, more and more eased the longer she remains steady in one place. ]


I can assure you my feelings are quite positive.
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-08-13 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[ She glances down as the other woman's hand traverses down the length of her forearm, slips beneath her hand to interlock their fingers, and finds herself slowly looking up to Mary's face, lips curving in the faintest hint of her own smile. ]

But I suppose that must go without saying, especially after what... transpired between us back in the bookshop.
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-08-15 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No, of course not. Forgive me, it was β€” a momentary impulse.

[ Although she does not present more of an attempt to defend herself, or float the possibility that it won't happen again, because she's not entirely certain it won't.

Mary's shift is very nearly a chance for her to right herself as well, to collect her own thoughts, and she gently eases herself down to sit with a quick nod. ]


Yes, perhaps that would be best. [ Safer. ]
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[personal profile] transgressings 2019-08-17 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It isn't what she'd intended to happen between them, the act more forward than she would have normally been, and a part of her can't help but consider that it's a by-product of the dream she'd had, the conjurings of her own mind that had felt so very real in comparison to what she often sees while she slumbers, felt more like an experience rather than something to be viewed or witnessed.

Her response isn't one of reluctance or regret, but closer to something uttered with the hope that Mary doesn't think less of her for initiating something on a more physical level when their friendship has been structured around something much more intelligent than that from the start.

And so, for the moment, she'll do her best to keep her mind on what's displayed in front of her instead of the woman seated closely beside. ]


I knew of a book like this once. Not exactly the same, but β€” full of dangerous spells, something that was not intended to be used lightly. [ Although she had pulled it from the shelf once, in a fit of desperation and the desire for revenge. ]

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