( it's a moment before she speaks but lilith needs this, to unburden herself in a way that in greendale she never could. the same witches that had prayed to her and sought her help had so easily abandoned her )
They managed to free Mr Scratch from his self-imposed torment, a spell transferring Lucifer into another, though I doubt they chose wisely.
( not when blackwood had his own gains )
Through some manner-- Lucifer became free from their prison, still bound within another's body but in control. He sought me out to free him, knowing only that I could.
( and as much as she didn't want to that she would, it better for her survival than pure refusal )
I cast the spell but not without taking my own-- precautions, knowing that Lucifer would kill me once I had done so. So I-- gave him something he could not kill, something to make myself useful to him for a time.
( and during those thirteen months she'd find herself a better plan for after )
[ Keeping Lucifer locked inside a fleshly prison seems to be the best way of exacting some form of control over him, of keeping him contained β and yet doing so had apparently not robbed him of his ability to wield power and manipulation, if not on the same scale then certainly with the same level of deception. It would not surprise her in the slightest if there was a part to the story that involved the Devil's tricking someone into helping him escape.
But she keeps herself positioned closely, her knees brushing the other woman's beneath the fall of her nightgown forming the only current point of contact between them, listening to the story without interruption. ]
He does only seem to harbor interest in someone if he believes he can use them in some way. Knowing that... I cannot say I would not have done the same.
[ And have, on occasion, surrendering herself to him in small increments at a time, hoping that while she fed him that way she would ultimately be able to retain enough of herself to break free in the end. ]
A long time ago I may have disagreed but now-- ( now it was easier to believe it false even if she wondered whether the curse had twisted him, wanting to be truly loved so long ago. but she'd always be useful in some way )
He would never care to admit it but he does need me. I've been able to do things he never could. For where its gotten me.
( which with lucifer around was never anywhere at all )
Then all the more reason to find ways to make yourself invaluable.
[ And she does not doubt that Lilith has done so β the woman has always struck her as having a cunning disposition, perhaps moreso than most others often expect or anticipate, although underestimating would certainly not be in their best interest. ]
Until you have found the means to free yourself altogether.
[ She knows all about the necessity of endurance, of having to persist under less than desirable circumstances in order to emerge out the other side β but she also recalls languishing in her state, uncertain if the end would be freedom or some means of escaping the mortal coil and thereby rendering her soul forfeit. ]
( she'd put a timer on her life, gotten an extension for the next thirteen months. lilith might not yet have had that little conversation with lucifer yet but it had been all part of her plan -- he couldn't kill her yet )
Though with Lucifer free-- he'll be much more guarded than before, particularly with Sabrina embracing Hell.
Sometimes the immediate future is all we can foresee, especially considering the occasional... volatile element.
[ And Lucifer is, at his very core, unpredictable, impossible to foretell. Sometimes she thinks she may have given up on attempting to understand his machinations altogether. ]
Which... was something he wanted. [ Maneuvering the chess pieces to ensure that his offspring inherited the throne in his stead. ]
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They managed to free Mr Scratch from his self-imposed torment, a spell transferring Lucifer into another, though I doubt they chose wisely.
( not when blackwood had his own gains )
Through some manner-- Lucifer became free from their prison, still bound within another's body but in control. He sought me out to free him, knowing only that I could.
( and as much as she didn't want to that she would, it better for her survival than pure refusal )
I cast the spell but not without taking my own-- precautions, knowing that Lucifer would kill me once I had done so. So I-- gave him something he could not kill, something to make myself useful to him for a time.
( and during those thirteen months she'd find herself a better plan for after )
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But she keeps herself positioned closely, her knees brushing the other woman's beneath the fall of her nightgown forming the only current point of contact between them, listening to the story without interruption. ]
He does only seem to harbor interest in someone if he believes he can use them in some way. Knowing that... I cannot say I would not have done the same.
[ And have, on occasion, surrendering herself to him in small increments at a time, hoping that while she fed him that way she would ultimately be able to retain enough of herself to break free in the end. ]
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He would never care to admit it but he does need me. I've been able to do things he never could. For where its gotten me.
( which with lucifer around was never anywhere at all )
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[ And she does not doubt that Lilith has done so β the woman has always struck her as having a cunning disposition, perhaps moreso than most others often expect or anticipate, although underestimating would certainly not be in their best interest. ]
Until you have found the means to free yourself altogether.
[ She knows all about the necessity of endurance, of having to persist under less than desirable circumstances in order to emerge out the other side β but she also recalls languishing in her state, uncertain if the end would be freedom or some means of escaping the mortal coil and thereby rendering her soul forfeit. ]
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( she'd put a timer on her life, gotten an extension for the next thirteen months. lilith might not yet have had that little conversation with lucifer yet but it had been all part of her plan -- he couldn't kill her yet )
Though with Lucifer free-- he'll be much more guarded than before, particularly with Sabrina embracing Hell.
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[ And Lucifer is, at his very core, unpredictable, impossible to foretell. Sometimes she thinks she may have given up on attempting to understand his machinations altogether. ]
Which... was something he wanted. [ Maneuvering the chess pieces to ensure that his offspring inherited the throne in his stead. ]