But don't speak to me about loyalty. Not with how readily you turned from her. Loving a demon, accepting my affection? She'd never bring us into her embrace.
You were kind to me. You were sweet and you buttered me up and you lied to me about all of it because - what? You think I'm some kind of monster?
If anything, I think I could care for you even despite you not loving me because you taught me how she felt about demons.
How she's always felt about demons. You were sweet and you taught me things by living that I did not know, so I gave you my affection, and you betrayed me.
And I've had time to think, about it, and while I was angry because you betrayed the rules we'd set up and my wishes - I'm more angry that you ...what do humans say. broke my heart.
Demons broke her heart too. They had to have. Infinite love comes with infinite rage. Right now I'm in the rage part.
...You're wrong though. In my world a demon and an angel were blessed by her for being together. While your God may not accept you back into his embrace. Mine has shown she does not disapprove.
( this went somewhere that lilith didn't expect and she hates it. she was supposed to have the upper hand on him, to rattle him )
Then let me make this very clear. I don't want your love. You were a source of information, something that you eagerly provided. You betrayed yourself with all that you told me and made a fool of yourself for assuming that I would love you.
( become he knows her story. wht would she ever love something holy? )
This would be where I say "love the sinner, hate the sin" but I'm not so kind.
I will reconcile with the lesson that I have learned - that it is possible to care about something unholy and you will have to live with the transgressions you committed against me by using me for information.
[And he will spend a very long time longing for love. For true love for himself and asking her if that is possible. If Aziraphale were here perhaps...perhaps...]
I really did hope the chocolates would poison you sweetheart.
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( but he's wrong. she's very capable of it )
But don't speak to me about loyalty. Not with how readily you turned from her. Loving a demon, accepting my affection? She'd never bring us into her embrace.
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If anything, I think I could care for you even despite you not loving me because you taught me how she felt about demons.
How she's always felt about demons. You were sweet and you taught me things by living that I did not know, so I gave you my affection, and you betrayed me.
And I've had time to think, about it, and while I was angry because you betrayed the rules we'd set up and my wishes - I'm more angry that you ...what do humans say. broke my heart.
Demons broke her heart too. They had to have. Infinite love comes with infinite rage. Right now I'm in the rage part.
...You're wrong though. In my world a demon and an angel were blessed by her for being together. While your God may not accept you back into his embrace. Mine has shown she does not disapprove.
Perhaps. Her heart was just broken.
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Then let me make this very clear. I don't want your love. You were a source of information, something that you eagerly provided. You betrayed yourself with all that you told me and made a fool of yourself for assuming that I would love you.
( become he knows her story. wht would she ever love something holy? )
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I will reconcile with the lesson that I have learned - that it is possible to care about something unholy and you will have to live with the transgressions you committed against me by using me for information.
[And he will spend a very long time longing for love. For true love for himself and asking her if that is possible. If Aziraphale were here perhaps...perhaps...]
I really did hope the chocolates would poison you sweetheart.
And that is not a term of endearment but sarcasm.